so this is the new year. and i don't feel any different.

Artist- Death Cab for Cutie
Song of the day- The New Year

My new years eves always tend to be anticlimactic, almost as is if all my energy from the holiday seasons is gone. The new year however always brings the invitation to a start of something. A year ago at this time I was about to start something crazy I never thought I'd be able to do, a start of a new life, a new path, a new home which 365 days later almost feels like a home I've always had. It's so interesting, I've had a lot of new beginnings and will have a lot more to come. A year from now I'll be hopefully done witch school and starting a whole new adventure I can't even fathom. I always tend to do that around the holidays, try and figure out where I'll be this time around next year and I usually can't wrap my mind around it, but it always comes, rarely what I expected, often better often growing without realizing, changing without knowing till you take a step back and look where you've come from and where you will go and you begin to see the changes in your life. It's interesting, maybe sometimes anticlimactic but there is always something whether big or small, you may not feel different but something has always changed, its a product of life. The possibility of life. What could we become this year?



so this is the new year.
and i don't feel any different.
the clanking of crystal
explosions off in the distance (in the distance).

so this is the new year
and I have no resolutions
for self assigned penance
for problems with easy solutions

so everybody put your best suit or dress on
let's make believe that we are wealthy for just this once
lighting firecrackers off on the front lawn
as thirty dialogues bleed into one

i wish the world was flat like the old days
then i could travel just by folding a map
no more airplanes, or speedtrains, or freeways
there'd be no distance that can hold us back.

there'd be no distance that could hold us back (x2)

so this is the new year (x4)