When this memory fades I'm gonna make sure it's replaced With chances taken Hope embraced I hope I told you

Artist- Paramore
Song of the day- Miracle

I've been running to Paramore a lot lately, I find it helps in the keeping me from losing my mind as well as not passing out. But this song also reminded me of something a lot of people keeping reminding me of lately when i get super stressed out about school. I'm supposed to be here. Literally God has promised me two things in my life (besides the obvious christian stuff) that I'll always have people to love and that He'll get me to where I'm supposed to be. And honestly not to downplay my smarts but I should not have made it this far in nursing school. I should have failed a while ago. I hate science, don't care about the human body or how to take care of it, I avoided taking Latin on purpose in highschool or tried too hard in chemistry because I was 100% certain I would NEVER be in health care. Then god likes to prove me wrong about most things in life. And I might fail sometimes, I might fail wednesday or another day, I will probably accidentally kill someone someday (but let's not dwell on that just yet) but He's gotten me this far. And all the studying and smarts won't get me anywhere if I am only relying on myself. If I could do it myself I wouldn't be a walking miracle and that's what my life is, every part of it's not my own it exits cuz just maybe God's gonna do something great with it. Maybe not save a trillion lives, maybe not ace or even pass every test, but quietly if you look close enough you'll see something greater. I think if you look at yourself close enough too you'll see something greater. Something more than the perfect score or the perfect career or the perfect life, you'll see just what a miracle you are. So this one is for you. Yes you who are reading this right now, have faith in your own little miracle.


Paramore - Miracle (Live At Norwegian Wood)
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I've gone for too long living like I'm not alive
So I'm going to start over tonight
Beginning with you and I
When this memory fades
I'm gonna make sure it's replaced
With chances taken
Hope embraced
I hope I told you

I'm not going
cause I've been waiting for a miracle
And I'm not leaving
I won't let you
Let you give up on a miracle
Cause it might save you

We've learned to run from
Anything uncomfortable
We've tied our pain below and no one ever has to know
That inside we're broken
I tried to patch things up again
To cut my tears and kill my fears
But have I told you how I..

I'm not going
Cause I've been waiting for a miracle
And I'm not leaving
I won't let you
Let you give up on a miracle
Cause it might save you

It's not faith if, if you use your eyes
Oh why

Get it right this time (this time)
Let's leave this all behind
Oh why

We'll get it right this time
It's not faith if you're using your eyes
Oh why

I've gone for too long living like I'm not alive
So I'm going to start over tonight
Beginning with you and I

I don't want to run from anything uncomfortable
I just want, no
I just need this pain to end right here

I'm not going
Cause I've been waiting for a miracle
And I'm not leaving
I won't let you
Let you give up on a miracle
Cause it might save you

Yeah, it might save you
Oh, it might save you

It's not faith if, if you use your eyes
If you use your eyes
If you use your eyes