And when I'm open wide with nothing left to cling to Only You are there to lead me on.

Artist- Sanctus Real
Song of the day- I'm not alright

I had dinner with one of my favorite people tonight. One of those people you can just vomit all of the going's on in your life cuz they totally get you, and feel refreshed. As I was driving home I was thinking of this song he sent me several years ago when I was in a much darker lost place. And what a strange comfort it was to just accept that I wasn't okay and build up from there. How I used to scream this as I drove in my car and how good it felt. And how even now when I still feel this way sometimes I can scream this and it still feels pretty good, and I still have people I can vomit all my going's on in life and that feels pretty good too. So if you're in need of a scream or a vomit (boy this blog got gross fast) this one's for you!


Sanctus Real - I'm Not Alright
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If weakness is a wound that no one wants to speak of
The "cool" is just how far we have to fall
And I'm not immune, I only want to be loved
But I feel safe behind the firewall

Can I lose my need to impress?
If you want the truth I need to confess

I'm not alright, I'm broken inside, broken inside
And all I go through, it leads me to You, it leads me to you

Burn away the pride
Bring me to my weakness
Until everything I hide behind is gone
And when I'm open wide with nothing left to cling to
Only You are there to lead me on.

'Cause honestly, I'm not that strong.

I'm not alright, I'm broken inside
Broken inside
And all I go through, it leads me to You
It leads me to You
Closer to You

And I'll move,
and I'll move,
and I'll move,
Closer to You (x3)

I'm not alright I'm broken inside
Broken inside
I'm broken inside, Broken inside
And all I go through leads me to You
Leads me to You

I'm not alright, I'm not alright
I'm not alright

... that's why I need You.