It's just a spark But it's enough to keep me going

Artist- Paramore
Song of the day- Last Hope

 Today I was in a room full of terrified nurses as the reality of what being on the front lines of a new threat really meant. So much unknowns as the fight has to continue and we learn new ways in how to protect ourselves and how non existent the margin of error can be is, I'm not gonna lie, pretty scary. In the end there is only so much we can do, so much control we have on an issue that is so big it spans the world. And there it is, that word "control" that I constantly have to go back to giving up. That so much about my beliefs, and the word faith is giving up your grip on things you don't really have power over anyway and relying on the hope God knows what He's doing and all this shit in the world can't overpower what He can do with a life or how He can use us to change lives knowing the risks, no matter the risks. So for all those that need a little hope today or are like me and need to let go a little bit, today's song is for you.



I don't even know myself at all
I thought I would be happy by now
The more I try to push it
I realize – gotta let go of control

Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
So let it happen

It's just a spark
But it's enough to keep me going
And when it's dark out, no one's around
It keeps glowing

Every night I try my best to dream
Tomorrow makes it better
Then I wake up to the cold reality
And not a thing is changed

But it will happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen

It's just a spark
But it's enough to keep me going
And when it's dark out, no one's around
It keeps glowing

It's just a spark
But it's enough to keep me going
And when it's dark out, no one's around
It keeps glowing

And the salt in my wounds isn't burning anymore than it used to
It's not that I don't feel the pain, it's just I'm not afraid of hurting anymore
And the blood in these veins isn't pumping any less than it ever has
And that's the hope I have, the only thing I know that's keeping me alive

Alive

Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen

Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen

It's just a spark
But it's enough to keep me going
(So if I let go of control now, I can be strong)
And when it's dark out, no one's around
It keeps glowing

It's just a spark
But it's enough to keep me going
(So if I keep my eyes closed, with the blind hope)
And when it's dark out, no one's around
It keeps glowing

Ahhh
Ahhh
Ahhh
Ahhh

Ohhh
Ohhh